Sunday April 17 2022

Waking up super late after noon.


Breakfast Bar. Tea.


Happy Easter! I spend most of my afternoon constructing this new shelf thing I got on Amazon and continuing to organizing this corner of my bedroom.


Eggs. Toast. Kale. Sweet Potato. Coffee.


More cleaning.


Out and about running errands – stopping by Wal-Mart for some bins.

Then, at Whole Foods. I run into Rebecca by coincidence – she’s on the phone with her mom – we chat for a bit in the breakfast bar and tea aisle. Then, suddenly Ana surprises us with her presence – she just got off work and looks very disturbed by what she sees. This causes a whole ruckus for no reason. I finish up my shopping and get home.


While putting the groceries away she’s adamantly pressing the issues behind what she saw and it sparks a whole debate about the relationship and everything.


Eventually, she gets to cooking dinner: Vegan Burgers with Cauliflower and Corn on the Cob.


While I wash the endless amount of dishes she expresses her feelings about everything in a monologue – she senses my apprehension about continuing the relationship – this whole thing is very strange for me. I never thought I’d feel like this, like wanting to give up.


Continuing on about the night – she cleans and I keep organizing.


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