Monday April 11 2022

Waking up around 11:30 a.m.


Breakfast Bar. Tea.


Dropping the rental van off at Enterprise in the airport – I coordinate with Rebecca so I can get a ride back. There’s always much band drama to discuss.


Spinach Salad with Eggs and Beets. Pita with Hummus. Mushroom Coffee.


Teaching lessons at Music Makers.

Rebecca brought me a Nitro Cold Brew from Starbucks, a thoughtful gesture.


After a long day of teaching, her and I head out towards Nigel’s house. We stop by Shake Shack for a quick dinner. That Arcade Fire song, “Everything Now”, comes on the speaker and strikes a nice chord in me.

Enjoying Shroom Burgers with Fries and a Cookies n Cream Milkshake.

At Nigel’s to have a debriefing from last week’s tour and to receive checks for some of the expenses we’ve been needing to get reimbursed for. His little granddaughter bounces around the house while we discuss things we need to prepare for next trip. These little meetings are always usually productive.


Back home. I clean up and do some chores.


I feel a scratch in my throat – so I revert to Oranges and ACV/Honey Drink.


Ana comes into my room and wants to continue our conversation per last night about the relationship. What’s the best course of action? We are relatively calm tonight compared to other times so I’m grateful for that. I’m still so conflicted. Her and I both lean towards some kind of separation. But I can tell that’s not exactly what she wants. This whole thing is very challenging and difficult.


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