Friday April 15 2022

Waking up around 11:30 a.m.


Breakfast Bar. Tea.


At the gym working out – leg day. Once again, feeling emotional.


Off and on interaction with Ana at the house – she is very upset and sensitive about things right now cause she knows something is amiss between her and I.


Doing a few things at Music Makers.


Finishing up my taxes back at home finally! Catching up on other things too.


Ana and I decide to grab some dinner at Hearth down at the oceanfront. It took her a long while and little bit of reluctance to get her into the booth. I was waiting forever sipping on a glass of red wine. Eventually we have a decent time.

I reach over my glass to clink hers and she playfully but kind of seriously exclaims, “To the end!”

“To the end,” I relay.

Oysters, Salads, and Garlic Fries. And then a Berry Crostata to finish it off.


Back home. We get stuck in the kitchen on an emotional roller coaster discussing “us”. Things get real tender as she stays kneeled on the ground by the fridge and I leaning up against the counter. While the dishwasher rumbles so do our hearts trying to sort what to do. Is there a possibility of a friendship if we break up? What direction is best for our happiness?


Later on, I start doing chores and cleaning heavily. Laundry, dishes, vacuuming, cleaning parts of the hallway bathroom.


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