Wednesday October 3 2012


Waking up sometime after 12:30 p.m.

Cherry Pomegranate Toaster Pastries. Orange Juice.


Running errands: mailing off this iPhone for Aysena. Then dealing with money issues at the bank.

Grilled Cheese with Tomato and Hummus. Salt n Vinegar Chips. Honey Green Tea.

Watching a Vice documentary, The Cannibal Warlords of Liberia (2012).

Chatting with Aysena on Facebook. She’s upset I couldn’t get a white iPhone as opposed to the black one I got. I had to make a quick and smart decision over which one to get and I chose the black one because it was in the best condition and she wanted it as soon as possible. Her attitude via this conversation is making me feel bad and like I failed. I don’t feel appreciated. I’m starting to see, through the language and culture barriers, her true self. It’s not always sweet and understanding. But I’ve seen redemption. I miss her very much. And I feel a surge of fondness for her in my heart. I just want warmth and beauty.

Stretching and exercising downstairs.

Basketball on the Mill Dam courts with Anthony. We practice two man plays and compete in free throw shots.

Coconut Water.

Beer Syrup Glazed Black Beans with Onions, Peppers, Spinach, and Rice. PBR.

Learning Russian.

Playing music.


Cinnamon Toast Crunch.

Sleep 4:30 a.m.

[i] Sentinel. Max Capacity.

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