[i]☼ ○ ▬
With one of my first girlfriends from ages ago, the
girlfriend I lost my virginity to. We’re having sex in a bedroom but the fear
that my mom will come home at any moment keeps us on edge and we can’t enjoy
ourselves.
▬ ○ ☼
Waking up at 11:10 a.m.
Pear. Orange Juice.
All day shift at China Wok.
Ays: “I want to fight with demons but I need a partner.”
Me: “fight with demons? I might be able to help.”
Ays: “I’m so child. I don’t want to be adult.”
Me: “you can always choose to be a child. no matter how
old you are.”
Grilled Cheese with Tomato. Potato Chip Trio. Honey Oolong
Tea.
Rain. Rain. Rain. Dreary. Gloomy. Dreary. Gloomy.
Belgian Milk Chocolate Bar.
The worse the weather the greater the business.
One of the ladies that I deliver to apologizes to me, “Sorry
about the rain.”
Me: “Heh. Well, you didn’t start it.”
This rain ain’t stopping. Laskin Road turns into an
overflowing bathtub. If only my car had the ability to transform into a
speedboat it might make my job more efficient. It definitely would’ve helped
the moron I just passed who crashed straight into a ditch. Poor guy. It seems
the city won’t invest anything into figuring out how to remedy flooding in this
area every time it rains. Maybe it’s the faulty sewage system or our being at
sea level. I don’t know but it’s getting old. With a towel wrapped around my
head I make my way from the car to the customer’s doors, my sockless shoes
sloshing around in ankle deep puddles. I love my job.
Attempting to get through some Russian audio lessons but my
head hurts from all the visual coordination I have to maintain while driving
around in this mess.
Around 9 p.m. business dies down. I enjoy dinner at the
table.
Fried Shrimp with Broccoli, Onions, Carrots, and Rice in
Garlic Sauce.
Off work and back home.
My mom comments on my Facebook wall with this:
“Today God spoke to me in such a special way....let me
share...was working riding in my transport vehicle...just having a talk with
God about so many things..began to pray for you Robert...I have been asking God
to remind you of His deep love for you....looked up at the sky and saw the
clouds had gathered leaving a space that formed a perfect heart shape in the
center of those clouds. I wanted to capture this by taking a picture with my
phone...but in moments it changed. Funny though, even now I have this image
engraved in my mind...it was a beautiful display of God and His love for us.
God will speak however He chooses, sometimes even without a word. (Love, Mom)”
Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
Watching Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
(2011).
Sleep 4ish a.m.
[i] Nirrimi Joy
Firebrace.
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