Tuesday July 26 2011



DREAM: China Wokking…


Waking up around 1:30 p.m. Yeah! It feels good to hibernate and sleep in a little later than usual.


Breakfast: Cinnamon Toast Crunch Cereal.


Phone conversations can be fun and stressful all at once…


Going to some grocery stores with Margot.

After walking out of Trader Joe’s I comment on older ladies in their 40’s or 50’s who still dress cute like they’re still in their 20’s.

“I want the person I marry to be like that.”

She acts offended because I didn’t mention that person being her. But I was just making a general comment. She’s really sensitive as of late, but with good reason because we’ve had heavy thoughts on our minds. I try to cheer her up back at the house and distract her with a Donut Peach. Kevin and Lauren are here watching Maury on TV.

Kevin: “So where is Carmen?”

Me: “If I had a nickel for every time someone asked me that I’d have $1.10.”

Me: “C’mon, Kevin. How many questions is that? This is a math problem.”

After some thinking he responds, “That’d be 22.”

Kevin: “So where’s Carmen?”


Elliott throws a get-together at his dad’s place off Witchduck Road. He’s supposed to be moving to Ohio pretty soon. There’s intense tetherball matches that leave my right arm sore and puffed up like a marshmallow—water gun fights—hula hoop fun. Sweat. Sweat. Sweat. Some of the other kids are here that I don’t see often enough…James Nee, Wesley, Melissa Anderson, Brittany, Carlos, Paige, and a few others.

Drinking two cans of Coke. What am I thinking?

Someone gathered green figs off a tree from around the corner—enjoying some of those. Sharing my admiration for them with Melissa…the nutritional value and the undeniable vagina associations with them. I pick up one and take a bite…it has a yellow tint on the inside…

Melissa: “I’m no scientist but I think yellow is not so great.”


Snacking on a Carrot and Pecans.


Later, Margot and I go to Pacifica, a quaint little tapas bar at the oceanfront right across from The Cavalier. She’s all dressed up in a cute dress she bought from Target earlier in the day. Sipping on a cocktail they call Junk in the Trunk: SoCo, White Godiva, Bailey’s, and Cream.

Enjoying some Tomato Mozzarella Skewers, Pork & Ginger Pot Stickers, and Bread with Parmesan Butter.


Back home…a sexy episode…pleasure…I’m in love with her movement, her touchiness…

Lying there naked…I’m terribly tired too early (from the tetherball? from the cocktail? from the sex?). I nap while she reads her True Blood novel…


She’s acting cute as I awaken after about an hour…

I’m not up for too much longer though before I readjust myself back to sleep next to her…3:30 a.m.

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