Friday June 4 2010


DREAM: In a classroom – forced to be there – part of some camp or program. I’m looking for a seat thinking there is only going to be a few people present – trying to sit at a desk but finding nametags on them to be reserved for other people. I finally sit down in a desk towards the back row with no nametag. I see chaperones walking around. I feel a sense of hostility coming from them. I don’t want to be there. Margot is lying on the desk in front of me, which is kind of strange because the desk is so small. Her skirt or dress is up revealing her nakedness. I’m concerned about one of the chaperones discovering this. I place my elbow right on her groin area and lean my chin on my fist hoping this will hide what’s going on. 8 or 9 performers begin to line up in the front of the classroom – video projection over them – white words in Times New Roman font magnify in and out – music and interpretive dancing. The reason all of us are there has something to do with witchcraft. I imagine myself just getting up and trying to leave. One of the chaperones would stop me but I would defy them and continue on.

Waking up at 4:23 p.m.

Breakfast: Hot Oat Bran with Cinnamon, Brown Sugar, Blueberries, and Milk. Orange Juice. Zinc, Vitamin E, Alfalfa Grain.

Work at China Wok.

Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato. Salt n Vinegar Chips. Mango Oolong Tea. Peach.

At the storage unit practicing and writing.

Yoga and exercise.

Kyle warns me of a wire alarm Kenneth set up in the backyard because he suspects a thief attempting to steal some of his belongings.

Dinner: Palak Paneer (Spinach and paneer cheese). Rice with Peppers and Onions. Garlic Naan Bread.

Margot and I watch the new Alice and Wonderland (2010).

Some terms from Underland:
nunz- don't go - not now
naught for usal- it's no use trying
guddler's scut- thief's butt
Futterwacken- a dance of unbridled joy
fairfarren- farewell, "May you travel far under fair skies"


Me: “I’m writing a song that’s going to change the world…I mean, not change…save the world.”

Eating fresh Strawberries and Mango is the perfect after-sex activity.

Margot: “A hairy man is a man man.”

Your scent stained on my hands.

Studying and researching the Alice in Wonderland story.

Leaving the house, I notice a sign mounted on the driver’s side of Kenneth’s van with his phone number on it along with a statement reading: “There is a thief contemplating ‘We’re locked + loaded’ Chump in a tree.” (see above photo)

More practicing at the storage unit.

Sleep around 7:30 a.m.

[i] Kenneth’s sign. Image by me.

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