Wednesday June 8 2022

Waking up around 11:30 a.m.


Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Blueberries, Flax Seed, and Almond Milk. English Breakfast Tea.


Catching up on business.


Getting a haircut at the Sage studio next door to Music Makers. Talking about landlord issues with the ladies there, mainly Tia, the owner. The water bill barely gets paid on time every now and then cause the landlord misses it somehow.


Eggs. Spinach. Bagel. Coffee.


Teaching lessons at Music Makers.


Grabbing some things at Whole Foods.


Salmon with Slaw and Sweet Potatoes.

Watching The Staircase.


Vegan Donuts.

Green Tea.


The other night this song popped up on a show I was watching. “I Can’t Stop Loving You” by The Mills Brothers. I don’t know why (but I do) but it had me feeling very lost and sad.

They say that time heals a broken heart

But time has stood still since we’ve been apart.


Later on, after Ana gets off work, I’m actually able to talk to her for a while. She has obviously been avoiding any kind of interaction with me lately. Even though we’re not together anymore I want to be friendly with each other. We catch up on preparations for her moving out at the end of the month. Of course, the conversation doesn’t end without some bitter talks about us – I mainly need to express myself some more about how sorry I am for pushing her to this point and how much I truly valued her. It’s difficult and some tears are shed but it’s still important to me that we talk about these things.


I continue on about my night – taking out the recycle then riding my bike to the oceanfront.


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