Monday July 5 2021

Waking up at noon.


Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Blueberries, and Almond Milk. Irish Breakfast Tea.


At the gym working out.


Seeing the chiro for the second time at The Giving Tree. The Justin Quail guy is a very jovial character who knows what he’s doing and does it quickly.


Scrambled Eggs. Vegan Sausage. Toast with Butter and Jam. Salt n Vinegar Chips. Coffee.


Teaching lessons at Music Makers.

Immediately after lessons Kevin, Rebecca, and I link up in the rehearsal room to get the ELO tracks in order. Kevin had to leave early from gigging hard over the weekend so Rebecca and I continue on the two of us. It’s very productive.


At some point Ana appears out of nowhere. Earlier I had told her that we’d be practicing ELO here and also agreed she would help create a more peaceful Monday by not worrying about anything. But she persists to be affected by the situation.


Rebecca and I finish up practice. I head home and discover Ana leaving the house in dramatic fashion. And she won’t answer the phone. I hop on my bike and start riding like crazy down at the oceanfront. I call Rebecca to tell her what’s going on and to get some insight. I’m just riding up and down the neighborhood streets at the beach searching for some kind of explanation.


At some point I get in touch with Ana. She’s over it – she’s reached a point where she’s really done, feeling like there’s no way out – no way of salvaging the relationship. She’s got an ultra paranoia and issue going on that affects our bond in a severe way. I’m really trying to be the best companion I can be and be her support.


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