Monday August 2 2010

DREAM: I’m involved in a water balloon fight with Dennis Hopper and another nameless actor. Each balloon is filled with various color dye. ☼☼☼☼☼ Brittany Cline is walking with me to Kmart and explaining to me how she hallucinated last night. In her imagination she was cooking in her room with this unfamiliar guy named Alex or AJ. We walk in this oversized shed. Rocky is sitting there and she tells me about this new drug Brittany and her tried that causes these weird imaginary people to show up and interact with you.

2:49 p.m. finally getting out of bed.

Margot, Emily, and Wesley are in the kitchen with me. Wesley is fed up with the situation that’s been created with the line-up for the Zen show tonight. He compares it to men pulling out their penises and battling on whose is bigger than the other. In other words, men fighting for their egos.

Breakfast: Toasted Plain Bagel with Butter and Blackberry Jam. Orange Mango Juice. Zinc, Vitamin E, Alfalfa Grain.

Helping Josiah and Rocky move their mattress set into my shed.

Trip to Trader Joe’s.

Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato. Salt N Vinegar Chips. Mango Oolong Tea. Fresh Mango.

Some entertaining discussions on sexism here:!/profile.php?id=840913!/photo.php?pid=5247493&id=709546229&ref=notif&notif_t=photo_comment

At the storage unit practicing a little bit, then loading up for the show tonight.

Our landlord’s husband is here at the house fixing a few crucial things.

Musicplayer show at 37th and Zen with Seamonster, The Rocketboys, and Death on Two Wheels.

Eating Zen’s wonderful Fish Tacos with Rice and Beans.

Watching The Rocketboys set and thoroughly enjoying their music. Very moving.

Riding home with Margot in the passenger seat, discussing the dilemma of her and I being an official couple.

Talking more about it at home. I’m not afraid of committing to a particular person as I am afraid of losing my time and energy. I have a lot of things I want to accomplish in music and in other avenues. This is the priority in my life. I need to come to terms with some things. And she needs to be prepared for my real life before diving into this relationship.

Walking to 7-11 with her, buying Extra Strength Excedrin for her sudden headache.

Eating a few slices of Chocolate Funfetti Cake with a glass of Milk. She made it for my birthday coming up.

She’s lying down on the couch. I’m by her side rubbing her head. It’s always weird to feel someone’s head, cause underneath is where it all happens. That’s what makes everything real.

She wakes up from a nap feeling better and wants to play.

Having sex.

Eating a Plum.

Cutting up watermelon together. She likes to pick out the seeds with her nails.

My eyes are incredibly tired.

Sleep around 6 a.m.

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