Wednesday February 13 2013


Waking up around 1 p.m.

Strawberry Toaster Pastries. Orange Juice.

Biking in the rain. Getting my taxes done at Liberty Tax. Originally I was going to do them myself but with my unique situation at China Wok I’d rather not rip my hair out over it and get it done professionally.

Egg Sandwich with Mayonnaise and Tomato. Goldfish Crackers. Honey Oolong Tea.

Ken comes over with a copy of In Passing, the film he directed about two years ago. I’ve been trying to get my hands on a copy of it.

This whole day I’ve been spread thin – moving from one activity to another.

Vaginasaurs practice at the storage unit. Teaching Laura, our newly acquired guitar player, some of the songs. She’s like this 35 year-old rocker girl and digs what we do.

Black Beans with Onions, Carrots, Peppers, and Pear Couscous.

Watching The Raven (2012).

i decided that would be better if i wait the sign that you are really in my life and the summer we had wasn't just a dream. i dream of you all time so i could just imagine you and make a mistake that you exist. hope you weren't a ghost and i'm not living with false memories.

Everything that happened with us last summer is not false memories. They are real memories. That is not undetermined. The real question is the future. You know it. Things between us have an uncertain vision. Sometimes I think of you as only a fantasy or just imagination because you are not here.

Inspiration to clean the kitchen...almost thoroughly.

Tweaking. Thinking.

Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter Cups.

Sleep at some point.

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