Saturday February 25 2012


DREAM: Margot, James Duke, and I are hanging out somewhere in a house. It’s understood things are cool between all of us. I leave them alone for a minute to do something. I return just in time to see them enter the guest bathroom with reciprocated sexual intentions. The door shuts and I immediately intervene.

Me: “What the fuck is going on here?”

Without question I wrap my hands around his throat choking him as a threat...

Me: “I’m gonna say this one time. I don’t want to see you around her ever again. Back the fuck off!”

I let go of my hold and we all move out in the driveway.

Him: “Wait. I think you should hear the story.”

As if he has something more to tell me.

Me: “No. We’re not having a conversation.”

Her: “Yeah! Get the fuck out of here, bitch!”

As if she is without guilt and perturbed by him being here all along.

I turn to her and scold her for her actions...

Me: “Margot. What the fuck were YOU doing?”

I wake up feeling a little disturbed at 11 a.m. But she’s here next to me sound asleep so sweetly.

Hot Cinnamon Oat Bran with Brown Sugar, Flax Seed, Blueberries, and Coconut Milk. Aloe Vera Drink.

All day shift at China Wok.

Margot stops by with some Panera for lunch...

Creamy Tomato Soup. Tuna Salad Sandwich with Lettuce and Tomato. Honey Green Tea.

Chocolate Chip Cookies.

Delivering an order to my favorite customer, Rob. Along with his chicken teriyaki on a stick I grab a few six packs and some smokes per his request. I arrive at his house. He’s usually lounging in the living in his roughed up chair. This time I find him in his bed past out with an almost empty whiskey bottle tipped over in his hand. I startle him when I call out his name. He doesn’t even remember ordering. I don’t know how this guy lives. I don’t think he actually does.

Delivering an order to Starbucks by the mall. The girl employees are closing up and offer me a drink along with a decent tip. I take an Iced Coffee with Milk and Honey.

The orders come in late almost an hour past my usual close time. Buh. Soon, it’s finally over.

Sautéed Broccoli, Onions, and Snow Peas with leftover Pad Thai.

Hanging out at Margot’s. I instigate some much needed sex time. Short-lived but satisfying nonetheless.


Finishing the Captain America movie. Eating Garlic Bread with Cookies n Cream Ice Cream.

Sleep 3:30 a.m.

[i] Drunken Cat.

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