Tuesday January 17 2017



Spending the night in a big hotel-like house with friends and friends of friends. Not sure what we’re doing here. Maybe we’re all traveling. Ana ends up sleeping in another room – it’s possible she’s mad at me for choosing to sleep alone. I walk down the hall to my room. A girl is lying in my bed.

“Can I sleep next to you?” she asks.

I don’t say yes or no. A friend of the girl’s enters the room later on. The girl insists on doing sexual things with me. Again I don’t say yes or no. Feeling guilty cause Ana is right down the hall. I wake up during the encounter but fall back to sleep in the same scenario. Now I’m aware this situation is a dream so the guilt fades away. And we continue on.


Waking up at 10:37 a.m. Feeling guilty for having that dream. But I know whenever you dream about having sex with other people it just means you haven’t had sex with your significant other in a long time. It has been a few weeks.

Steel Cut Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Blueberries, Maple Syrup, and Kefir. Black Tea.

At the Rec shooting the basketball around.


Toasted PB&J. Potato Chips. Fuji Apple. Oolong Tea.

Watching Camp X Ray (2014).

Teaching lessons at Music Makers.

Back home.

Mom cooks Chicken with Mushrooms, Onions, Beet Greens, Carrots, and Black Rice.



Practicing songs at the studio.

Chamomile Tea.

Ana sleeps in my room tonight.

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