Thursday December 20 2018


Waking up at 11 a.m.

Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Blueberries, Maple Syrup, and Kefir. Irish Breakfast Tea.

Catching up on business – running errands with Ana.

Grilled PB&J. Potato Chips. Coffee.

Watching Shot Caller (2017).

At Music Makers running the front desk and teaching lessons back and forth. I keep getting asked questions about mom and how she’s doing – I don’t know what to say yet.


While closing up the store I feel overwhelmed handling all of this extra business mom usually handles. But overall I just feel sad and melancholic with mom not being here. When I arrive back at home I’m alone – Ana and Austin are at work – and I’m left to cook dinner. But first the dishwasher has to be unloaded and the sink cleared out. It takes me longer than usual to cook dinner. I put on some classical music to help fill in the background noise of my mind. I’m really worried about my mom – she doesn’t deserve to be stuck at the hospital with cancer.

Brown Rice Quinoa Spaghetti Noodles with Tomatoes, Mushrooms, Onions, Red Peppers, Kale, and French Baguette.

At Ladada band practice with Josiah, Bobby, and Jonnie. We run through a couple sets for the weekend shows.

Back home. Discovering a huge striped black spider in the downstairs bathroom...

Sleep 4 a.m.

[i] Images by me.

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