Tuesday May 28 2024

Waking up around noon.

 

Oatmeal. Tea.

 

Driving over to Nigel’s to meet with Ron and him – discussing travel plans a few months from now. Then, we get into a chaotic debate with Nigel about money – how he owes a ton back to the band account. We differ on opinions how to allocate – it grows into a heated argument where we keep running in circles. It feels like I’m talking to a brick wall or an insane person half the time. It’s like there’s no logic whatsoever.

 

My whole afternoon is gone now. Back home cramming a PB&J Bagel with Coffee.

 

At Music Makers teaching lessons. Then, doing various things to clean up and organize. At some point chatting with Rebecca about the band and all the turmoil. When I go to say goodbye for the night I point out how beautiful she is – giving adoration for her hair and whatnot.

“You know I’m still crazy about you right?”

“I know,” She replies with a smile.

I’m still longing for something with her again but I know she’s not ready for that.

 

Pasta with Salad and Garlic Bread.

 

Catching up on business and chores.

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